argh.

[bootee]

awesome weekend!! i had a blast ...

1 shot of Remy Martin
1 shot of Grey Goose
1 shot of Patron
1 shot of Southern Comfort
1 shot of Wild Turkey
3 shots of Hennessy
plus 4 Coronas

goddam!! and at the end of the night i was still standing!! ahaha
i'm proud of myself. i just boosted up my level to 8. LOL

[bootee]

I`m out of words ...


I think I've thought about the same problems over and over again and its taken me no where
but where I started. Some people ... oh, the words I can say to express the way I feel right now. sigh.
I've geen trying to take myself to another place where there is no worries, no sorrow or any sorts or pain.
But I think I'm going the wrong direction. I know I can be better than how I'm treating myself. People don't
understand how I feel right now. I can't talk to anybody but myself. That's the sad part ....
They think I'm this person who can take all sorts of things and not care about it. But really ....I just play it off.
I`m hurt.

[bootee]

I`ve got to stop. All this ....
Yea, its not right.

[(gigolow)]

Yes! stop the madness! pleasse! you're making ME sad! tranceformers cant be sad! 

[bootee]

I need a getaway bad.

[(gigolow)]

yesterday has long past you. leave it there. pages in life are meant to be turned not sought after. enlighten yourself.

"yes let it go. for it is already gone. seek today. not tomorrow. for tomorrow never comes. only today cause its already passing us by.....and its called yesterday! we can only ponder the past and wish to see the future and live for today. life just consumes us that way. memories never fade. time lingers and passes us by. hold on...hold on to yourself cause this is gonna hurt like HELL."

[bootee]

I've heard that before ...umm~!

[(gigolow)]

I've heard that before ...umm~!

yeah miss CHUELENGLEE! LOL jk hahahahahahaha oh laff a little foo!

[bootee]

oh hell no.


I am not gonna bust no CHUELENGO!!

[(gigolow)]

oh hell no.


I am not gonna bust no CHUELENGO!!

I HOPE NOT! LOL

[bootee]

if i bust i wouldn't bust the way he did it. ahahaha

[(gigolow)]

yeahhh cause if you cut off MY AVB cd top 20 trance mixes voted by YOU the fans! imma throw your destiny cd out the window gangsta!!! lol

[bootee]

dude, i can almost cry to karen overton's never be the same!!!! ahahahahahahah aha

[(gigolow)]

omg wait til you hear Davids track! i was at the crib and he tweeked it some more! wooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooooooooo shietttt! 

[bootee]

I love that Karen Overton track ...
it's got that soft sound in it ... *sniffs* ....