argh.

[bootee]

Bizz said you were coming tonight?

[hmongoutkast]

i was... but "u knoe who" call and ask for me to go to see her in merced. so i went there instead. friday she is comin to see me in fresno....

dude i blew 150 at express men. it was only one paint, one buttion up shirt, and one belt. damn... i spent another 70 bucks on dress shoes too... all for this weddin on sunday.... damn...there betta be some hott gurls there...lolz.. . but yea...

[bootee]

I guess ...


well, Christine is gonna try and make us go to Barcode next Thursday.
i guess you're welcome to join if you want. lol

[hmongoutkast]

probably not.... read my jornal..... just gonna really think....

[bootee]

oh god. I had the worst hangover ever!!




This is the first time I've ever felt like I had a bad fever after a hangover.
Thank god I didn't have to work yesterday. I swear I slept all day!!!!
ack!! I had Ger in the morning at home w/ me 'til she left for work at noon.
Only thing I got her to do for me was give me water and tylenol.
But geesh!! I swear I felt like I had a fever ...I couldn't get up! And I threw
up the whole entire day 'til 4pm!!! Then I felt a little better to sleep.
And god!! After a whole day of throwing up ...I couldn't swallow!!
That only meant I couldn't drink anything or eat anything. So I practically
starved myself to death the other day. LOL!! I went to bed at 9:43pm
last night ..woke up at 6am this morning for work and I was still tired.

Yea, I don't think I wanna drink like that on my birthday. lolz

[bootee]

I guess I'll give in and settle for what I can take. I'll probably be pushing my own buttons if I end up with something that isn't going to look good in my book. Maybe I'll wait 'til after my Birthday to get it. Ummm! First I gotta talk to Daddy. ahaha!! Sigh, I haven't seen my family in weeks. I got 6 calls from my baby brother last week because of his 14th birthday. Yea, I didn't make it. ..3 calls from the middle brother and 3 from the oldest. 4 from my Dad!! lol
They thought something happened cuz I haven't gone home yet. Yea, I'm going home this weekend.

My Birthday ...I'm so excited!!!
Its so nice of those who are flying from another state to join me on my Birthday. I appreciate all the effort that's been put out there. I only suggested for those to come but I didn't make them come so I didn't really ask too much. lolz
I hope I have enough funds ...Douly's getting a free ticket.

[bootee]

I cheated. aha!!

I never actually looked at it that way. Its my fault. I was emotionally distressed and I took the other way out.
Yes, very wrong!! Wrong of me to used um. AHA!! I AM SO SORRY!!! I never meant to take things that way ..
I just um ..
Its just so funny when I have to admit to it. In my thoughts it was different. I was single. But I found closure ..Finally. Those days of being sad is over! Well, its been over but I guess for me to take that is to see and when I saw I knew.
Almost 2 months has passed and so far I'm doing great. I haven't turned back to feel the way I did. Some people can
take it so much more worse then the way I took it. I'm glad I conquered this journey by myself. At least I know I can
still hear my friends say I am one of the strong ones.

[hmongoutkast]

i'm commin up for clubbin...pa chia is movin away.... probably be in sac by 7:30 pm....

[bootee]

i'm commin up for clubbin...pa chia is movin away.... probably be in sac by 7:30 pm....

oh now you wanna go? lol ...Christine canceled it but we'll see.
and who the heck is pachia? lol

[bootee]

doh.


my dad gave me an autimatium. lol
I either accept his Integra which he will buy out of his own pocket OR I have my brother help me get a brand new car. As much as I'd like that brand new car ...I'm willing to accept his integra also. ahahaha!!! I'm trying to save here. I really don't need a new car as much as I'd like to have it still. Ummm!! He'll talk to me when I go home this weekend he says. I guess I have some decisions to make. ...happy 25th to me!!! LOL

[hmongoutkast]

oh now you wanna go? lol ...Christine canceled it but we'll see.
and who the heck is pachia? lol

never mind... long story... my freakin bank but a hold on my account... damn...

[bootee]

well, I was broke anyways. THANK GOD!! ahaha
you best buy your Tiesto ticket soon!! hey, can we crash at your place after the party? LOL!!!
oh, and can you fix my brakes and rotor? lol

[bootee]

I think I'm the only one trying hard to quit smoking. lol
its a bad and nasty habit. I know!! I realize that I'm more calm and well
when I'm around my family. I don't feene for a smoke.

Before I left to Mn, I did so gooooooood. But you know Mn was so crazy
I was always drinking so I um, failed. aha!! In NC I hardly touched any because
I wasn't around any smokers so I was fine! But after NC it was a totally different
story. ...And so I'm gonna try again. I know I'm gonna go crazy for my b-day
but hopefully I can control myself. I know these stuff are bad ...
and people think I'm crazy still cuz I'm the one with the inhaler.

[bootee]

Yay!!! I pick up the car this weekend.
I didn't understand why my brother just didn't let me take it home last night.
but then again, it was gonna be his last week to drive it so I'll give him the time to
say good-bye to it. lolz!!


Tiesto this weekend!!!
You know I bought my ticket so early I didn't even notice it was going to be this weekend.
I mean, I kinda forgot cuz I was waiting so long for it. lol!!! Last night after talking to Ger I
then realized ..."oh crap!! she needs to get a ticket."


So, some changes made on my birthday. 1 dj instead of 2.
As good as the 2 sounded ...I was only expecting one of them. I mean, I didn't ask
the 2nd one to come ...He offered. But his fame and fortune is too high to give
out a free ride. Big ego? lol ...


It was a good weekend.
I didn't get home 'til 1:30am last night. My parents decided to do the jingle bells at
7pm last night. ...So I didn't leave 'til almost midnight.
My Mom asked me what I have planned for my 25th birthday ...I told her I was gonna
throw me a big party. LOL!!!!! I was like "last year I didn't do anything for my 24th so
I'm gonna make it big this year." and she was like "but we're not gonna be there."
So before I do mines I'm gonna go back home and celebrate with her on her b-day on the 12th of August.

[bootee]

Oh god.


My nose has been bleeding since this morning. Sigh.
Maybe I should go see a doctor. ...A tiny rub and it started bleeding.
um, maybe i'm drinking too much cold water. lolz