Discharing

[yubnag]

I've been so fed up. For once, it's not relationship problems. I'm cool with that now. Other than that,
the only major thing left in my life is my family. Yeah, that must be it. I haven't gone away from them
since December of 2008. I've been stuck here with them, tolerating their crap. I feel so much pressure,
pressing me from every where.

Too bad I'd missed my bonus during last quarter. I'd said that I'd spend that money on myself, perhaps
go out of town or something like that. But suddenly, I'd spent it all on paying bills. That's where most
of my income goes towards anyway. I usually have no problem with that but, I've been finding it to
be intolerable to pay for so much bills, bills that I didn't not caused alone, per se. Everyone that lives
here uses, electricity, gas, water, garbage, the cable. Yet, they blindly avoid paying for the share they've
consumed. I really wouldn't mind paying for so much but when I need help, I really need help and no one helps.
I've always thought that since I'm the bread winner in this household, I'd cover for more of the expense
but lately, I feel like it's only been me, whom has been making the sacrifices. Living at with my parents
and siblings didn't suck until now.

[yubnag]

alcohol is my friend in those cases... no lie!

I'm abstaining from alcohol but thanks.

[BIGBALLA]

cancel the cable! who cares about that anyways!

[Honey]

YEAH, cable ain't all that. Plus, with this current weather, you do not need heat. My husband and I have not turned our heat on for a month. No need for AC either, that's what your windows are for.

[BIGBALLA]

YEAH, cable ain't all that. Plus, with this current weather, you do not need heat. My husband and I have not turned our heat on for a month. No need for AC either, that's what your windows are for.

central valley in cali u will die with no AC!

[Honey]

central valley in cali u will die with no AC!

When I visited my cousins there one summer, they did not have AC and I'm still breathing..hah a

[BIGBALLA]

When I visited my cousins there one summer, they did not have AC and I'm still breathing..hah a

i couldnt do it......110 in the summer

[yubnag]

Honey, if you don't have AC in Fresno during the summer,
you'll be cooked. The mayor of Fresno declared a state
of emergency about a year ago because people kept dying
from the heat. The heat in Fresno is no joke.

[yubnag]

You had me for a moment...

It ended quickly as it began. I don't know what made you do the things
you did. But you know, in the end someone got very hurt. I know I couldn't
have been as hurt as she was. Somewhere deep down, your actions revealed
to her that you don't love her in the way she wanted you to. But as we know
it, you're just a man and you have needs. That's why you came to me.
And gosh, you were good. You had me for a moment. You had me writing
"P.... + J.... = 4ever", decorated with red hearts and gleaming stars. Yeah,
I posted that sh.it on my bed wall, right next to my pillow like a little girl,
head over heals for a boy, for the first time.

Yeah, I'll admit, you had me all falling for you and dangling at your hands.
I made you the joy of my day and my comfort. I allowed you to caress my
body and leave your kisses on my skin. I even let you strum my hair as
you smiled at me. And I even let my heart be filled with such sweet
romance that you were romancing me with. I craddled your head in my arms,
your heavy head rested on my chest but I didn't mind. You made me
speechless when you said, "I can sleep with the soothing of your rising
and dropping chest. " Man, I felt absolutely special, not to mention complete.

It's a good thing she never caught you with me. It was better that I caught
you with her because you know, I deserved better. I just hate it that
you couldn't even develop the decency to tell me that you've changed. I'd
understand, you know I've always been understanding. But you're not the
understanding type. That's why you could never be honest with me. I did put
up with all your crap towards the ending but that wasn't enough to save
us.

So my last option to cut you lose or I'll lose too. You were caving, you couldn't
feel the magic anymore. I did what I had to do. I packed my bags, left and
got out of your way. Sure it hurted me. And you'd promised to rub that in my
face until I die. But you know what, I'll never hurt myself more than you've
ever hurted me. Don't be upset that your reign it over. Cherish our best memories
and go love her, the other one, the one worth losing me over.

[yubnag]

Of all the things I can have, memories is not one of them.

[yubnag]

Why do I feel that a lot of Hmong people in Wisconsin are losing their minds, no offense?

The other day, I received a call from a Hmong man reporting that the Madison PD and two other
Hmong couples are conspiring to murder him. He wanted legal help in suing those that are
planning to murder him.  After a lot of babbling, he says, "Okay, if I need to
talk again, I'll call back." That just left me dumbfounded. Was he joking?

[Suav]

let it all out.

[yubnag]

Dude is a club carrying low-brow.

Over my head. 

let it all out.

Thanks I sure am.

[yubnag]

PaHay, you have a lot of good metaphors, I'm learning a lot. 

[yubnag]

Yeah?  Could be worse. LoL 

No, keep 'em nice!