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« Reply #300 on: June 26, 2013, 06:08:44 PM »
Proudlau, this song will make you miss Laos even more.



The link isn't working now but I have listen to this song from different artist. It's leum lai ban bah and yes every time I listen to it I am home with it. It's one of my all time Lao favorite songs.



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« Reply #301 on: June 29, 2013, 08:43:50 AM »
yeah, I love those songs.
I hope you do something to kick those viets out of Laos cause they're destroying the natural resourses.



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« Reply #302 on: July 08, 2013, 08:02:15 AM »
It does not appear that any positive changes will come soon. I can only watch her from afar and hope for the best.



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« Reply #303 on: July 08, 2013, 02:41:09 PM »
Yeah, it's hard to help when you're an exile.  I don't know if you know anything about this program, but perhaps you can call them to give encouragement from time to time.  It helps.




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« Reply #304 on: July 09, 2013, 06:53:45 AM »
I would called but I can only speak at the most 70% proper Lao language. I watched these programs few times. In the end it's a lot of talk and no actions. I don't know if I will ever see our Royal flag flying high and mighty ever again in my life time. I can not respect the LPDR and their flags.



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« Reply #305 on: August 07, 2013, 11:10:38 AM »
Yes, proudlao.  Any way, keep your head up high cause anything is possible.
I'm glad to know that there's still someone like you left who cares so much about Laos.
As far as I know it's the only true paradise on earth cause of the nice ppl and its natural beauty.



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« Reply #306 on: August 09, 2013, 09:03:31 PM »
I will and yes, anything is possible. I agree, nothing is like home and nothing will ever replace that.

Do stop by sometimes and share your poems, I have read many of yours and wish I could read Hmong. I am sure they are nice poems as well.



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« Reply #307 on: August 15, 2013, 10:19:30 AM »
Yeah, most of my poems express my feeling for a Thai girl who we fell in love when I was in the refugee camp in Thailand.  It was love at 1st sight for both of us.

I was only 11 years old.  Too young to take control of our destiny.  Otherwise, she would have been with me and I wouldn't be here to lament.



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« Reply #308 on: August 15, 2013, 11:23:02 AM »
I hear you. Don't be too hard on yourself. You were way too young. I fell in love with my Thai teacher in camp too, but she was about 20+ years older at the time and I never got the chance to try and win her heart  :'(



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« Reply #309 on: August 15, 2013, 07:04:35 PM »
Well, my gf's parents had a pho and coffee shop right out side of the camp for two years and the third year we moved to a new camp so they moved their shop right in side.  Somehow, the state passed a law prohibiting outsiders to enter the camp and refugees from going out.  They were told to move back home to the city right away.  Her parents had to get her from school to pack up.

When they were about to leave, she came to let me know.  Unfortunately, I was in school that day ( a different school ).  She was crying her heart out when my sister told her that I wasn't home.  After that, we couldn't get in touch with one another again.  Sadly, I departed for the US only a few weeks after that.  I did try to go back and find her, but to make the story short, I came back empty handed. I was pressured to get married by my old folks so I did and our love story ended there.

My heart still aches for her every day, though and whenever I dream about her I still cry.



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« Reply #310 on: August 16, 2013, 06:04:58 AM »
Oh man, I am so sorry. That is sad. I know all about not having closures. Everyday, I struggle with that. I never had that with Laos and my dad. There will always be this void inside my heart. Maybe that is why we write poems. It's bleeding out of our hearts.



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« Reply #311 on: August 22, 2013, 03:24:11 AM »
Yes, without closure, it makes me wonder about a million possibilities and since she left with a heartache, I knew she'd never be at peace.



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« Reply #312 on: August 22, 2013, 11:19:34 AM »
That's the kind of love this world is lack of.



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« Reply #313 on: August 23, 2013, 11:17:12 PM »
Thanks, proudlao.



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Re: Love in Autumn
« Reply #314 on: September 02, 2013, 05:52:36 PM »
The leaves that fall turn to rich soil
My lost love turns my head into a coil
My emotion dances back and forth
I want to forget it in one minute but have it reignited again with a big torch

Is it because my heart's getting chilled by Winter
My desire to forget her can't go any farther
As I age and see the end near
My longing for her becomes more clear

It's now or never
Next life is just a teaser
The dream of my life is you
I just don't know how to make it come true

Like all the leaves that fall
I'm afraid our promises will be nulled
My soul will have to travel alone
Autumn will become a season for me to moan




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