Babe, I'm sad...

[thePoster]

couldn't sleep, I went for a walk, but it didn't bring me any closer to you...

I was breathing hard and deep, and I couldn't catch my breath...

I was sitting on a bench at this little park outside, and I wished and wished and wished and bit down on my teeth so hard wishing for my wish to come true, but I know it won't

I know, I know, I know, but I'm still sad....

[HisBaby]

couldn't sleep, I went for a walk, but it didn't bring me any closer to you...

I was breathing hard and deep, and I couldn't catch my breath...

I was sitting on a bench at this little park outside, and I wished and wished and wished and bit down on my teeth so hard wishing for my wish to come true, but I know it won't

I know, I know, I know, but I'm still sad....

So many broken hearts these days.

If you miss her, give her a call.  If you want to be closer to her, go see her.   

[thePoster]

I woke up, I can't breathe, this pain is so much...

It feels like my heart is going to explode...

[thePoster]

I'm not fine, I'm not ok, I'm a million peices...

I wish I could call you, and you just pick up and say hi...

I wish I had trips to plan just to see your face and we just spend time together...

I wish this was just a dream that I can wake up from and you be there...

[thePoster]

I'm hugging this pillow so hard, but it's not you, it will never be you...

I miss everything more with you, holding your hands, hugging you, kissing you, all our walks at the parks, that time we was on those loud swings by the river...

I miss them more because everything we did will not happen agian...

Ill just have pictures and memories if us that I look at and keep remembering because ill never forget you...

You are so special you know...

I always new I'd see you agian back then, so I was ok...

Now, I won't see you agian, so I'm a million peices....

[thePoster]

And those times I was jogging by the ocean, I'd take a coin out and toss it into the ocean and make a wish...

That one night, when I was driving back, I saw a shooting star, of all nights, it was that night, I made a wish too...

I made a lot of wishes...

They're all the same wish though...

Now I just wish that wishes came true...

[HisBaby]

It saddens me reading your posts. 

Did your love one pass away? 

[thePoster]

I must've said babe a million times...

I didn't sleep much, after I woke up, I couldn't go back to sleep so I went for a jog, just jogging as long as I could..

I kept saying babe...

But she'll never be there anymore...

Not to turn around and smile at me...

Not to look up with her beautiful baby eyes so I can give her a little kiss ...

Not there to squeeze my hands a little tighter...

Just kept clenching my teeth each time, realizing you're not going to be there...

babe I'm sad...

[thePoster]

Can't sleep agian...

As soon as I close my eyes, I see you agian, you and your beautiful smile...

You're so cute babe you know...

And then I start thinking agian...

All the things I'm not going to get to do with you agian...

And all the things I won't ever get to do with you...

Like coming home to you...

Eating dinner with you...

Growing old with you...

Just being with you forever...

And then I can't breathe agian...

Im so sad, I have to go take another walk...

I saw a snowman, he tried to cheer me up, he had a smile and offered me a present...
Even he had someone, misses monkey beside him and she offered me a candy cane...

It's easy to smile when you have someone with you...

I remember in winter, sometimes you'd tell me your going for a walk...

And babe, I was worried you'd catch a cold...

I didn't want you to go but you still went...

So i would tell you to dress warmly...

It's raining here and cold too...

I'm still walking...

It's still cold...

It's still raining...

Don't worry babe, I dressed warmly too...

[thePoster]

Babe...

I went to work today...

It all started the same...

It all felt the same...

Even I look happy...

We played basketball too, there were some funnie shots that made me laugh...

But it wasn't the same...

Not inside...

Even when I was smiling or laughing, it still hurt...

Still hurt so much babe...

Babe I miss you...

[PRINCESS.]

did your girl die or something?

you're weird mang.

[Calypso]

Can't sleep agian...

As soon as I close my eyes, I see you agian, you and your beautiful smile...

You're so cute babe you know...

And then I start thinking agian...

All the things I'm not going to get to do with you agian...

And all the things I won't ever get to do with you...

Like coming home to you...

Eating dinner with you...

Growing old with you...

Just being with you forever...

And then I can't breathe agian...

Im so sad, I have to go take another walk...

I saw a snowman, he tried to cheer me up, he had a smile and offered me a present...
Even he had someone, misses monkey beside him and she offered me a candy cane...

It's easy to smile when you have someone with you...

I remember in winter, sometimes you'd tell me your going for a walk...

And babe, I was worried you'd catch a cold...

I didn't want you to go but you still went...

So i would tell you to dress warmly...

It's raining here and cold too...

I'm still walking...

It's still cold...

It's still raining...

Don't worry babe, I dressed warmly too...

Sad....

U have the makings of a Korean drama here w/ ur story and the girl.

[thePoster]

Babe,  I carry my phone all the time with me..

Just waiting for a ring…

Waiting for a text…

I’m afraid to leave it anywhere…

Afraid I’ll miss your text,  miss your call…

I still check my phone, even though I know it didn’t ring, or buzz from a text…

Just hoping…

When you texted me “hi you” when I came back…

Babe it made me so happy inside…

It made me teary eye too…

Just to know you were there…

Babe, sometimes I go back and read it…

And I still get the same feelings…

Babe, I know you don’t know…

I know you don’t think it too…

Sometimes I know it doesn’t feel like it…

But it’s because I don’t want you to know it…

But babe, everyday I wait for you…

Everyday…

Babe I miss you…

[thePoster]

Babe, last night you made me smile...

I closed my eyes...

Tried to go to sleep...

But I just thought about you...

Like I do every night now...

Babe...

Remember when we went to watch twilight...

Gosh babe...

You were so funnie...

I looked over and your head was rolling around...

Eyes closed...

But looked like you was trying hard to stay awake too...


You just look so cute like that...

You must have been so tired, but you still went to watch that movie with me...

You made me smile that night...

And inside I was so happy to have you...

And last night...

Even though I went to sleep...

And tears rolled down my closed eyes...

You were still even to make me smile last night too babe...

Babe...

I love you....

[thePoster]

Babe…

I miss your smile…

It’s so disarming…

You know…

When you smile at me, I can’t help it but to smile back…

And get all happy inside…

Sometimes I try to keep a straight face…

But inside I’m happy and smiling…

My heart gets so warm…

Sometimes…

I practice what I’m going to say when I see you…

Trying to make it sound right…

Trying to be sweet and romantic…

But when I see you…

Nothing comes out…

And then you smile…

And all I can get out is…

“Hey babe“…

Sometimes, when I get mad too…

And I’m on my way to see you…

It sounds goofey, but I practice saying what I’m going to say to you because I’m mad…

And practice my serious face in the car mirror…

And I just want to get it right …

But then when I see you…

And you smile at me…

Gosh babe…

I just get happy…

And I forget what I wanted to say…

I don’t even care what I wanted to say…

How can I be mad when whenever I see you  it just makes me so happy babe…

Then I just want to hold you in my arms…

Not let you go…

Don’t want you to leave…

I don’t want to leave either…

Just want to be there quietly with you…

I miss that babe…