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« Reply #180 on: May 06, 2021, 06:03:46 PM »



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« Reply #181 on: May 06, 2021, 06:45:17 PM »
“Choose to be kind over being right and you'll be right everytime.”

-Richard Carlson



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« Reply #182 on: May 09, 2021, 11:48:09 PM »
sometimes I'll go into a deep state of meditation and I'll constantly asked myself do I really believe in a higher power or force of some sort.

Last night I woke up remember a dream vividly. It was sunny, but I was at a cemetary. I heard people chattering, laughing, and kind of just the norm you see in a public place. But i didn't see any people. I only heard voices, and saw people reaching out their hands to get some kind of ticket or key. And with this key or ticket, they are asked to choose to open a locker...some lockers had nothing inside, while some had a prize of some sort.

I don't know if this dream had any meaning..but I was thinking back...I drove past a cemetary the other day where it's the final resting place to a few people I knew back then....as for the ticket or key, or lockers..must be due to my lotto fever buying scratch off tickets every day for the past month...lols

anyway, I woke up...feeling uneasy...so it must be a bad sign...haha so gonna be a little more cautious and take things easy until this dreaded feeling goes away..haha

j/k...i think i have been just thinking and caring too much...haha



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« Reply #183 on: May 10, 2021, 09:48:42 PM »
a female co-worker walked by and said "whassup my dude"...so I said hey, sup my dude back....lols I feel bad...so bad...she must be thinking do I really look like a dude...she is a little tom boyish looking, though im sure she isn't..just more meatier and bigger bones..she does have a flamboyant personality, though some would probably find it annoying...It felt wierd and akward, she walked away really quick, after I say sup my dude...but I felt like she was slowly starting to think I'm a door mat..so I suppose it was good I said sup dude back, just so she starts thinking, ohh this guy probably isn't as nice or soft as I thought...lols

I'm one of those dudes that doesn't like to be called dude...I don't know why...to me it's like I have a name..maybe it's more like "Dude" sounds like nobody important, or nobody of value..basical ly a nobody...and I'm not about to let someone tell me I'm a nobody...haha I learned it the hard way a long time ago...i'm not special, well maybe i am actually, lols...but i'm not about to let someone define me..haha



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« Reply #184 on: May 10, 2021, 10:01:06 PM »
"i don't mind slangs and ebonics...but it's like real voice and fake voice...lols it's just different when someone who grew up during tough times like the thug era in the 90's and these snowflakes millenials.... these new kids, walked by them, and all you hear is brah this, brah that, brah, brah, man brah, hell no brah.....haha well, a funny conversation with the neighbor...we both avoid mentioning anything about the asian hate crimes...but he knows me, I'm not shallow and hate all blacks now...and I know him..he's not as tough as he portray..but everyone is still capable of snapping, and that's something you don't ever estimate in people...lols



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« Reply #185 on: May 12, 2021, 12:49:28 AM »
my nephew is in that stage where he can't figure out why the good guy have to finish last...I said there's a difference between a nice guy and a good guy. a nice guy doesn't kick ass...a good guy is a nice guy that kicks ass...i hope he gets his girl back...if not, i'll demonstrate how it's done personally...l ols j.k..

some things you can't teach, can only be learned through personal experiences... but i will still try to guide him...not sure why but all my nephews are closer to me it seems than they are with their paps...I think it's cuz my brothers are jealous of me...haha naah, they're just strict...and Im sure they appreciate me welcoming and loving the nephews as if theyre my own sons...haha I'll always be the cool uncle..haha



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« Reply #186 on: May 14, 2021, 04:06:51 PM »
got my steroid shot yo...haha j/k

finally have the courage to take it today...haha sounds like a lot of folks are nervous about the one dose shot..i overheard many of the nurses trying to persude and insist people to get the one dose'r....when it was my turn, i bravely said loudly I want the one dose'r...people looked at me like this guy is crazy...haha or some probably be "what a show off". lols...if side effects kick in, i'm still going to work...lols i'm a honest person, i'm not going to fake some small side effects as big side effects just so i can take 4 days off of work and get pay for it...lols




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« Reply #187 on: May 15, 2021, 12:02:40 PM »
arm is stiff and sore. no fever like symptoms though. they say if you don't get the after effects, it means your body doesn't have as much antibodies. however my doctor said it's not always true if at all...says if you don't get the fever like symptoms, it can also mean you're naturally more immune to diseases and viruses...haha a lot of things out there that science doesn't have all the answers to...but still gonna go to grind..half my workplace are wussies and taking advantage of the California Covid 19 related paid leave..Meaning, if you have the slightest side effects, sore arm, or anything related due to the Covid vaccine shot, you can take a leave paid up to two weeks, with or without a physician's letter of recommendation and your employer can't do nothing about it...hahaha

I'm true to my words, i believe in hard work and doing the right honest thing..haha but i won't lie, i do hope for good karma..note I say hope, not expect...lols. .I know some people will say, it's deceitful to do good on purpose to receive good in return..but you reap what you sow, it's the nature of karma...it's the same as working for what you want...haha lols



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« Reply #188 on: May 16, 2021, 09:47:08 PM »
thew few times I've been to Vegas, I went during night time..haha well, I mean casino hopping during night. Something tells me the next trip there, I need to casino hop during the daytime..a friend had asked me if I wanted to go to vegas with him. He's a semi pro poker player. He tells me some of the big names there in Vegas still want some of me from 5 years ago when I showed em what a real legit poker player is...haha honestly, my secret weapon is my instincts...i have very accurate instincts for some mysterious reasons...lols



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« Reply #189 on: May 17, 2021, 11:30:24 PM »
fuking getting dark..and a Mehicano spoke spanish to me. happens every summer..well once i turned dark...lols but yeah, I'm just not looking right now. A lot of girls been flirting and hitting on me..haha well, let's just be modest and say been striking friendly conversations with me..hhaha I feel bad having to lie that i'm married, or in a relationship.. usually I say it's a complicated relationship so i don't carry any photos of her if thye asked to see a photo..oh well if they know I'm lying..lols being a jerk definitely has its pros too and being a nice guy def has it's cons...

time to grow my facial hair, save my hair long and nappy. wear the same clothes every few days...i really just appreciate if I can just go somewhere or do something without being bothered...hah a I know it sounds selfish of me to say...but I always admire the guy who is able to make it clear that he doesn't want tobe talked to and he gets that respect..he's able to lay low and stay out of the radar and or spotlight...lo ls someone like me, I can't do that..I stick out like a sore thumb, for one thing, I'm strikingly handsome, lols...and two, i must emit happy vibes..haha okay, honestly, maybe I am a little show off...i'm only human..sometim es i do want the attention of others...lols but I also know it's not my true identity...hah ah I'm so complex, even i can't figure myself out sometimes...bu t once I get back on the road in trucking, i'll be able to be my real self and live life how it was meant for me...haha



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Re: Calm, Cool, Collective
« Reply #190 on: May 21, 2021, 01:25:09 AM »
fuke, i don't even dare to watch the news no more..haha I need to reset my homepage to something else...I don't even want to see a glimpse of the headlines on Yahoo...haha the fuking hell is wrong with mofos these days!! crazy ass mofos! no kids should have to grow up and learning just how ugly the world really is!! FUKE!!! haha just venting.



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« Reply #191 on: May 26, 2021, 10:56:16 PM »
damnn...I'm just doing my job honestly and to the best of my ability..haha what I learned in the many jobs/gigs I've held is that there is always someone sizing up with you, jealous, or just hate you for being too damn fuking good!! this is why sometimes being the best means you also have to be the biggest and toughest SOB like stone cold steve austin..lols.. ..you got to beat them to it and rubbed it in their face...j/k...well not really...lols

anyway, I'm cutting my time at my current gig short. I told the manager, It's nothing personal but I've been delusional that i think I can influence people and save humanity...lma o He said, well stay, stay and be the biggest SOB, most of them are shitful of useless crap anyway...lols. ..I almost say I'll stay, just for hearing that...I said I'm sorry, but I already made my mind. He said okay then, I can only respect your decision...bes t of luck, but i'm serious, you're welcome back anytime as long as this business still exists...

hhaha like that one Bruce Lee movie, i forgot which one...where Bruce decided to leave the job, eventhough he did nothing wrong, but someone just too damn jealous of him...lols



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« Reply #192 on: May 27, 2021, 12:07:13 AM »
some will like you, some will dislike you, and more will say you're okay, because they really want to dislike you but can't find a damn fuking reason to...or they don't want to give you all the brownie points you deserve...so really yep, they're fuking haters too...lols

very few are legit. honest to themselves and towards others. Bruce lee was right. Express yourself honestly...hah a if you're angry or mad, be angry or mad. If you're happy, be happy. If sad, be sad. your emotions need a constant balance of mix feelings. you need to excercise these emotions...hon estly....to express yourself and live life honestly- not just to yourself but to others.......i t is to honestly find yourself in order to truly be yourself at your highest potential. So be water,my friends...haha



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« Reply #193 on: June 05, 2021, 11:43:04 PM »
fuken damn it shizzos...i think i know why my hair has been thinning..ever ytime i go visit my og's the old lady would pack me some food..i didn't know how much thye love to put MSG in their cooking...lols fuking love my old lady, but gonna have to try my very best to be polite and say no thanks next times...lols



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« Reply #194 on: June 11, 2021, 01:09:14 AM »
i said jokingly to a friend...fuke damn bro, why do you always have that smile like you just got laid...lols and mofo said, nah man i'm just a happy person...haha



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