argh.

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weird.

I had like the weirdest dream. I am so sad on how things turned out to be. If only I could turn back time to make things right I don't think things would've been the way it is. The hate. The betrayel. The lies.

Oh dear friend.
If only you knew we were all at fault. Love is blind. Love hurts. And it makes you do crazy stupid things.

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I hella wanna see Markus Schulz!! On my top 4 ..He's the only one that I don't have a signed record. lol.

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no christmas present for me. 
i think for the past 3 years i have been working on christmas day just so i can get new years eve off. um.





i am so bored at work. sigh.

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man, my lazy co-workers are like getting me in trouble.

It is not my fault that you go out of town to get wasted and come to work hungover and can't do your job. I do that all the time but I know how to get my shit together and get what needs to be done ...DONE!! sigh.

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i cooked all that food last night and i didn't even bother to pack me something for lunch today.
what a dumb ass. lol

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people thinks we're twins.

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhh!!!


i have to go see Markus Schulz.  i just have to!! 

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Sigh.


Another weekend alone. Should I cook again?  I'm sad.

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I didn't even get a "hey, how are you doing? merry christmas."
instead they gave me a "when you coming home? i need phone bill money."

you selfish mutha ..BLAH!! i guess its best if i don't come home. they are too ..sigh.
yea, i'm glad i got all you guys sweaters. hatin' ass mofos. lol

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ARMIN MUTHA F*CKIN` ONLY


2 more days. I'm so excited ..The next couple of days are going to be hard to sleep. LOL!!
its going to be a great end to the year of 2008. There's so much more that I want to do but
being as old as I am now. I think it's about time to cut back. I'm not going to set out any
new years resolution but I will try to be good. And that is my only goal.

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amazing!! just absolutely amazing!

I was talking about being hard to sleep 2 days before the show ..I didn't even sleep at all after the show.
That was definitely alot for me. But I didn't complain!! I didn't complain until the last 2 hours of driving back home.

Its going to take me a while to recover. Armin Only did me really good.

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Dear Lord,

So far today, I am doing all right.

I have not gossiped, lost my temper, been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, or self-indulgent. I have not whined, complained, cursed, or eaten any chocolate. I have charged nothing on my credit card after nye.

But my Mom is going into surgery in 20 minutes, and I think that she will really need your help then!

-Amen!

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Its a sad day. 

[BIGBALLA]

u okay?

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I`m a complete mess.