5 day vacation goes South.
from the moment i left work ...my mood totally changed. ok. i won't get into all the details but fukk. I AM A TOTAL BIATCH.
it was to everybody. but i wasn't the only one either.
the only time i enjoyed myself was ...this morning. on the drive home. while listening to A State Of Trance Year Mix 2009.
next time i will do better. be better. i won't be going home the next few weekends.
but i do hope that i improve on my attitude with everybody. i know i felt as if the world has collapsed on me. and everybody is just hanging on my shoulders. but that should be no excuse. i am just as tired ...they just don't see it. i hope they change their ways as well. the only person who enjoyed my company was my little brother. lol!!
i spent most of my time alone. every year everybody does their own thing anyways. to come home or not i wasn't surprise. i sat by the fireplace most of christmas day. everybody was gone. well, my mom and dad was home with me for a bit but they did no justice. they left in a quickness after many phone calls later. on my 3rd day of vacationing i get a call from work. i knew i shouldn't have picked up. it was my coworker calling for my boss. he wanted me to come in a day early. i sooooooooooooo
o did not want to say yes but i did anyways.
now i just lost 1 day of vacation pay.
oh well ..this year i will use it wisely. i know i won't be seeing anybody as how i did the past few years. so when i take a vacation ...i will make it worth the trip.
well, new years eve is coming up. i am so very sad to say that i am staying home this year.
