um.
I swear every time I clean up a mess something else comes up. Its like never ending!!
Finally I've dropped the most stupidest part to make me feel like a completely moron
and now life changing mistakes comes back torturing me until I do something about it.
Work doesn't make things any better either. I swear I am going to leave that place as
soon as the summer ends. I still have quite a summer to go.
...
I hope things get better. Sigh. Its like one problem after another. Why can't I just live
a completely free falling life? Let everything slide and just live for the moment.
I`m sad.