I know we're not young anymore but I still live life the way I want it.
All my friends are gone. Gone where? In their own little worlds? I don't know. I just know that I don't have a partner in crime anymore. Well, I never did but damn ..Its going to be hard for me. lol. Okay, I really don't care if I have them or not but its sad sometimes.
I think I'm the only one who's gone the farthest to the limit in the sky. Maybe, I think.
Most of my friends set themselves up in this little circle where they can't cross and when I do cross it ..I just usually end up doing it alone. Yea, why can't I have a down ass nigga by my side at all times?? lol. Okay, I don't want to change. I think I've always been the same. I don't think I should change because everybody is changing. I'm going to keep on doing what I've been doing. Maybe I'll die alone. I don't care. I just know that everything is ok. Maybe it could be better but I'm content with how things are. It'd be nice to have friends of the same interests. Maybe I'm too into .. Um! No. It can't be. I'm not crazy. I know when I can and can't.
Next year will be another year. Another year. Um.
I won't set out any resolutions. I always break it after the first month. I know this is where I stand. If I really mean it I know I'm capable of following thru. But for now ..Don't ask me to stop. Don't question me. Just let me do it.