Kuv me Nkauj Hnub

[cwjmemdub]

With your story
I was on my knees
You searched everywhere for me
I was out playing

Having the fun of my life
While you shed your tear
I thought the sun was still bright
The truth was it already disappeared

I cried my heart out
You were no where to be seen
At the top of my lung I shouted
I could only contemplate what if's

You made the last attempt to reconnect
It was to the wrong person
I knew I had lost my bet
To the devil for some odd reason

Although, I never gave up hope
Of seeing you again
Deep inside my heart tear had soaked
I knew that forever I had lost you and my future would be all filled with pain

[tRouBLe]

cwjmemdub, I may not always comment but I do read and I just wanted you to know that I enjoy reading your poems.  They're filled with sadness, pain, hints of happiness, can be thought-provoking, inspiring, sentimental, and passionate.   Thanks for sharing.   

[cwjmemdub]

cwjmemdub, I may not always comment but I do read and I just wanted you to know that I enjoy reading your poems.  They're filled with sadness, pain, hints of happiness, can be thought-provoking, inspiring, sentimental, and passionate.   Thanks for sharing.   

Thank you so much for your kind words Trouble.  You're welcome to commemt, too.

[tRouBLe]

You're welcome.   It may be kindness to you but I was being frank and sincere.  I can see that you're very poetic at heart.   

[cwjmemdub]

You are too, Trouble.
Keep writing a lot of them and you'll master it in no time.

[tRouBLe]

I don't plan on mastering poetry, this is only a hobby.  I may become good to the untrained eye but I'm nothing out of the ordinary, like most people who write poems.    "Poetry" is basically good reading to the audience and mainly for self-expression to the author.....it's all in perception.

[cwjmemdub]

I don't plan on mastering poetry, this is only a hobby.  I may become good to the untrained eye but I'm nothing out of the ordinary, like most people who write poems.    "Poetry" is basically good reading to the audience and mainly for self-expression to the author.....it's all in perception.

I get what you're saying.   


With nectar as insects' lives savers
So is your love for my health
Coexisting together
Without you I will not be able to live by myself

You've been possessing my attention twenty four hours a day
I could barely share my mind with anything
The only time my missing you went astray
Was when I heard my phone ringing

My mind went right back to our love
Cause it was the sweet sound of your voice
Then I went out of thoughts
My irregular heart beat was not a choice

I scrambled to find words to tell you that I loved you
My tongue fumbled them out of my mouth
Didn't know what to do
You hung up cause I couldn't babble out

Butterflies fluttered in my stomach
I tried to take you out of my mind
Then, I saw your text with a picture attached
Telling me to stop being shy

[cwjmemdub]

So many months and many years have passed
So many prayers and many calls to God
Is there a higher being who's just
Sympathizing while I sob

So many people have happy lives
Couples holding hands
Friends and lovers party into the night
While I am alone in a torn up tent

Gazing at the stars
To see if you'd be there
Not even a little dot
Shows up signaling that God cares

Was my rib even taken out
To make a companion
So, when I'm ready to take up a spouse
I'd find her in any condition

Do I even have an angel
Over seeing me every day
Or is her heart so cold
Always in dismay

How many lifetime do I have to wait
To have you in my arms
This pain I can no longer take
This heart needs you to make it warm

[Dark Angel]

Once a upon a time you were this beautiful star
Sleeping under the bright moon
Your unforgettable love made you special
You slept waiting for your Nkauj Hnub

Then the stars passed through the galaxy
You were forced to fall down to earth
Fallen from the dark sky
You were lost and unfounded

You lived many lives here on earth
Waiting for your Nkauj Hnub to shine
Many nights she never showed any sign
Dark as the night, silence only

Countless stars has fallen but none of Nkauj Hnub
Someone stole her spark
Up in heaven she remain the dark star
Unable to shine a beacon for Nraug Hli to follow

Forever Nraug Hli will wait for Nkauj Hnub
It is said that some nights you can see her
Wandering in the dark looking for Nraug Hli
Trying to shine down without a light

[cwjmemdub]

Once upon a time
I was this beautiful star
Nkauj Hnub used me to chime
As her alarm

One day
Nkauj Hnub was sent away
By the rays
Of a larger planet

She tried to hold on to me
But I didn't see her
She couldn't plea
So, she faltered

When I realized what happened
It was too late
I was informed of the situation
From what a family member said

One day
I went to look for Nkauj Hnub
Deceived by another star's ray
My search fell through

Decided to move on
With my life
I found another star to cling on
So, we combined our lights

Hoping that
I'd forget about Nkauj Hnub in no time
At first, my sadness
Disappeared into the blue sky

However, soon
I realized I was missing Nkauj Hnub again
Now, the moon
Has become a place for me to gaze to reduce my pain

The longer I was away from her
The more I miss my magic star
Realizing I'd cry forever
I found writing poems as a way to heal my scar

[Dark Angel]

Alot of us find comfort in expressing out emotions and thoughts through poetries or letters. In life alot of us wished that we are being remembered and still loved as you have loved your Nkauj Hnub. Time and distance do not erase unforgettable memories . Someday may the God of the stars bring the both of you together so that you may shine forever as one.

-Dark Angel

[cwjmemdub]

Alot of us find comfort in expressing out emotions and thoughts through poetries or letters. In life alot of us wished that we are being remembered and still loved as you have loved your Nkauj Hnub. Time and distance do not erase unforgettable memories . Someday may the God of the stars bring the both of you together so that you may shine forever as one.

-Dark Angel

Thank you so much.
I'm not looking to reignite a fire that is already dull, but I'm looking for a closure.
Perhaps, knowing that she has someone to love her and she's happy will lift the burden off of my shoulders and I'll be happy to put a love that wasn't meant to be fruitful behind.

[cwjmemdub]

Which lifetime will God allow us to be together
Will there be a lift to his prohibition to our marriage
Will there be a chance for us to have laughter
Or we will always have to succumb to heartaches

During the day
I daydream about you every second
When night comes to stay
My swallowing of tears often causes heart burns

When I miss you
I actually have a sharp pain on my chest
No one believes it's true
However, it hurts to the point where I have had minor heart attacks

The doctor says
If the pain lasts more than a minute
The chest contracts and expands
Then a heart attack it is

In this lifetime
Sorrow seems to overcome my happiness
I am always shy
Because I feel like I'm the lone guy God refuses to bless

Last lifetime
This lifetime
Next lifetime
When will God let you be mine

[cwjmemdub]

Tiam no wb twb los sib nrhiav tau
Thiab twb dhau los sib hlub
Cas lub ntuj ho tsis pub kom wb tau ua txijnkawm
Koj puas paub lub sijhawm thaum Koj ncaim kuv mus
Koj siab nyob tsis tus es tuaj nrhiav kuv
Koj lub sijhawm luv tos tsis taus kuv los txog
Vim kuv tabtom nrog luag mus kawm ntaub kawm ntawv
Tsis tau txog caij sawv rov los tsev
Lub sijhawm ntev koj thiaj tau ncaim lawm
Vim li cas tsawm muaj teebmeem rau wb kev hlub

Kuv hnov tias koj lub kua muag ntws nto
Es koj quaj so poob dawb vog rov qab
Tamsim ntawd ntshe twb sawv kiavtxhab rau koj lub plawv
Kuv tso plhuav ntawv khiav ceev nrooj mus saib
Kuv mi nkauj Thaib nej sau tsev lawm du lug
Yuav luag tuag sawv ntsug ib ce txhav tas
Zoo li twb hnov kas nkag zom zaws hauv nruab siab
Hnov kua muag iab ntsim cuag kua txob
Mob tob tob mloog tsis tau yog qhov twg
Kua muag nrog cuag lwg ntub tsho tas

Zaum no yuav ua cas wb thiaj rov sib nrhiav tau
Txoj cai nyob rau Vaj Loog Thoj Nam
Cov neeg ua kam tsis pub cov hauv
Thiab cov sab nraud mus los sib cuag
Kuv lub kua muag thiaj li pib poob
Niaj hmo ncig thoob wb mi qub lw
Tej mi chaw pw nyob nphob xuj xuav
Zaum no tsuas tshuav tus mi kab mob
Ua nrog kuv nyob tsis muaj caij ploj
Txog lub caij noj lub kua muag los

Txhua zaus koj tos wb mam noj ua ke
Zaum no ces ntshe yuav pw ib leeg
Yuav tau ua neeg npab thiab vwm
Txhua thaj chaw tshwm luag yuav taw tes
Mus txog ze ces luag yuav taw ncauj
Ntxhi tias yawg ntawd hluas nkauj nyuam qhuav ncaim xwb
Tus niag neeg npwb txawm siv yuav tuag
Chim quaj chim luag ua niag neeg npab
Tsis tau kev hlub rov qab ntshe nws kawg tuag
Rau tej sub tsuag nws da thiab ncig

Vim yug tau lig wb loj tsis txaus
Yog hnub nyoog laus kuv twb yuav koj
Ua kuv tus poj nyob ua ib tse
Tiam no ces ntshe wb kev sib hlub
Lub ntuj tsuas pub los txog li no
Kuv nim nco nco ua siab lwj tag
Cuag yuav hais dag plig tsis puab cev
Yim sib ncaim ntev yim nco koj heev
Lub kua muag teev tauv tos kev quaj
Nco koj ua luaj nas mi nplooj siab

Puag rawv koj tus ntxhiab thiaj tsaug taus zog
Koj puas nco txog tej lus cog tseg
Tias yuav ua kom kev hlub ntseg thiab mus ib txhis
Wb yuav sib ris kom txog ceebtsheej
Yuav ua lub neej zoo tshaj lwm tus
Tsam no siab puas tsus yuav ua cas tiag
Quaj suab tsis ntsiag koj puas qhia tau
Kuv tus mi tsau koj nyob qhov twg
Txawm lub xubpwg yuav ntuag ntshav nrog
Tseem tuav lus cog hlub koj li hais

 

To be continued?

[cwjmemdub]

Love at 1st sight


When I saw you for the very first time
My heart dropped
Wondering why it didn't chime
I thought it had stopped

My eyes got blurred
All I saw was a lot of stars
I even saw golden birds
Flying around close and far

I didn't know if it was my imagination
Or it was real
But it was a true emotion
That had me stood still

Gazing at your eyes
Overwhelmed with a sign of longing
I wanted to hold you tight
Felt that love I was missing

It had to be love at first sight
Otherwise, I wouldn't be craving for your attention
I felt that if I got to hold you tight
My heart would be ridden of all the tension