Kuv me Nkauj Hnub

[cwjmemdub]

Nyob ib leeg
Lub siab quaj dhi
Zoo li lub zoov nujtxeeg
Tsis muaj ib tug me kab me ntsaum li

Nkag nplho hauv koj lub plawv
Hnub tawm ci iab
Pom me dej txhawv
Me nas me noog quaj sis niab

Yuav ua li cas
Nyob nrug koj mus ib txhis
Zaum ncaim koj tas
Txoj kev nco ua rau kuv kua muag ntws sis

Yog kuv muaj hwjhuaj
Yuav muab koj plhis ua ib tug me noog seev suab
Tso zaum saum kuv xubpawg quaj
Tiv thaiv txoj kev sib ncaim kom ib txhis wb tau nyob ua ib cuab

[cwjmemdub]

This is for you, my special someone.


Hnov koj lub suab qabzib
Xa nrog cua tuaj plhws kuv lub plawv
Koj lub siab xav kom wb sib ntsib
Tau mus saib dej tsaws tsag dej txhawv

Cas yuav nco koj tshav ntuj nrig
Saib qhov twg los yog koj tus duab
Tej xyoob tej ntoo nyob ib ncig
Twb nrog kuv hnov koj lub suab

Yog hnub wb sib ntsib
Wb ob lub siab txawj sib tham
Ntshe nkawv yuav los zaum sib ib
Muab zia coj los cam

Kom tiam neej no
Tsis muaj hnub wb sib ncaim li
Wb txoj kev sib nco
Zaum no coj tau wb txoj hmoov los sib khi

[cwjmemdub]

Oh, well, went back to read the first page and it made me cried all over again.

[Dok_Champa]

cwjmemdub, koj seev txog nkauj hnub tau 6 xyoos (you started this thread 6 years ago) txog niaj hnub no.  Nkauj hnub mus qhov twg lawm os? j/w.

By the way, your poems inspire me to want to fall in love, talk about love, drown in love, and cry in love (all the depressing/beautiful aspect of love)  MY goodness!

[cwjmemdub]

cwjmemdub, koj seev txog nkauj hnub tau 6 xyoos (you started this thread 6 years ago) txog niaj hnub no.  Nkauj hnub mus qhov twg lawm os? j/w.

By the way, your poems inspire me to want to fall in love, talk about love, drown in love, and cry in love (all the depressing/beautiful aspect of love)  MY goodness!

Ua tsaug os Dok.  Nkauj Hnub wb twb sib ncaim ntev lawm thiab niaj hnub no kuv tsis paub xyov nws nyob li cas lawm.  Tiamsis, wb tsis yog sib ncaim vim kev mob siab los yog kev sib tso.  Wb sib ncaim vim txoj kev tsiv teb tsaws chaw es wb cia li sib nrhiav tsis tau lawm xwb.  Wb sib sib hlub thiab sib sib nco heev li.  Kuv thiaj seev txog nws tsis muaj hnub xaus. 

I'm glad you want to fall in love.  Have you ever experienced it at all?  Nkauj Hnub fell in love with me and I felt the same for her at the same time.  That was the reason it was so powerful.

Thov txim ntau uas kuv tuaj sau tsis tau poems ntxiv vim kuv tsis muaj internet kuv siv hotspot xwb ces kuv lub cell carrier tsis cover qhov area kuv nyob thiab kuv thiaj li tuaj tsis tau lawm.  Thaum twg tuaj tau thiab muaj sijhawm mam sau poems ntxiv rau nej sawv daws tau nyeem.

Nyob zoo.

[Dok_Champa]

Your love reminds me of  this saying, "But true love is a durable fire, In the mind ever burning, Never sick, never old, never dead, From itself never turning" and happens to be my signature too. 

For you, something I came across- a song of Ly Nkiag.  I don't know how to upload the song but I think you'll like it.


Kuv tseem nyob tos          suav sijhawm hnub hmo
Nrhiav koj                      tos lub ciaj yuav rov los
Lub siab yuj plawv           vim tsis muaj koj
Yam ntiajteb no              tsis muaj hnub thiab hli

Lub Neej no                yog tsis muaj koj   
Kuv yuav tsis tham             hlub leejtwg
Thaum koj tseem nyob       Lub siab tsis ntxov
Yam ntiaj teb no        muaj  wb ob leeg

Kuv tseem nco txog             tseem nrog tham lus
Thaum ub                        ua ntej thaum yuav sib ncaim
Ua wb tau hais                cog cia  nruab siab
Tsis muaj hnub khiav      hauv wb txoj kev hlub

Kuv tseem nyob tos             tseem nco yav thaum
Lug tham                        xyoos tshiab ib nrav dhau los
Xyoos no tsis pom             koj nyob qhov twg
Kuv niam nkauj xwb             los kuv tseem nyob tos

[cwjmemdub]

Thank you so much, Dok_Champa for the song.  Is Ly Nkiag pilot Lee Lue's son?  j/w.


I still cry
For that one in a million person
Her name still shines
On a heart that wishes for a second turn

More beautiful than any goddess
Or daughters of kings
Her compassion and kindness
Surpass that of queens' and all earthlings'

I profess to the world
That there's only you in my heart
I will never let that promise go
It will be heavily guarded

Until my dying day
A chance to see you in heaven
Please help me pray
To receive the gift that we always yearned

[Dok_Champa]

If I remember correctly, he's Lee Lue's son but he passed away.  His music is very unique and hard to find these days.  Another very good song and original of his is "Tsis vim leejtwg".  No one plays and sings this song as well as him. 

[cwjmemdub]

I knew him personally when I was a kid.  Back then he was already a young man and loved music.I love to read about ppl's stories.



Ua ntej lub hli yuav tsis tawm lawm
Xav saib lub hnub ua zaum kawg
Daim ntawv wb nqa los ua txijnkawm
Tswv ntuj twb caum wb qab los muab tsoo tawg

Wb thiaj li tau kev sib ncaim
Ib leeg mus nyob ib rab teb
Lub plawv khaws tau lub paug niaj hnub paim
Tawg ua pua phav kab pleb

Yog tias tsis muaj lub hli lawm
Leej twg thiaj yuav deev lub hnub siab
Puas yuav muaj tus los cawm
Los so lub hnub lub kua muag iab

Ib xyoos wb twb tsis tau sib ntsib ib zaug
Ntshe twb los ze ntau tiam lawm
Thaum twg wb daim ntawv thiaj rov raug
Muaj txoj hmoov kom tiam tom ntev wb tau ua txijnkawm



another poem for everyone to read to kill time. 

[Dok_Champa]

You write beautifully, no doubt.  Actually, they are more tragic than beautiful now that I’ve taken a second look.

In life, people suffered loss of love either through death, separation (sudden), divorce, break up, some in greater extent than others, and all must come to term with this loss or else the loss consumes the person, become stuck, unable to move forward.

You seem like that to me, stuck and let me add stuck in time.  Maybe you haven’t given your heart and soul a chance to really mourn the loss of Nkauj Hnub but instead held on. 

I hope you’ll find the courage to allow your heart and soul to truly mourn the loss of your love.  It's a choice you must make.   Only this way can you be whole to love, give love, and receive love, and more importantly live.  Not like now, yuav ciaj tsis ciaj yuav tuag tsis tuag...I’m thinking.

Good luck.

[cwjmemdub]

What you're saying is very true.  However, I need someone understanding like you to help me move on.  So far, I haven't found any body.



Trying to let the future be
Through all bumps and dips
Can't let go of a memory
Of a perfect relationship

Had she said a word
Of mean and anger
Had she cursed
Scooped my eyes out with her fingers

I'd have forgotten
The heart of an angel
Able to erase her love lessons
Those that made my mind crippled

Even though, I was stuck in time
Unable to move on
I'm glad I had her by my side
Once and let me experienced the severity of a heart torn

[cwjmemdub]

Is this love?
Missing you every second
Can't stop
Loving you and yearn

Turn nights to days
Stay up till dawn
Even if there is nothing to say
The only sound is that of yawns

Giving you
Both heart and mind
Body and soul, too
Everything you desire

I'm not insane
This is the truth
Even nights and days of rain
I'd drench myself just to see you

[Dok_Champa]

What you're saying is very true.  However, I need someone understanding like you to help me move on.  So far, I haven't found any body.

The journey to love takes courage (face rejections, vulnerability, pain/heartache, heartbreaks, etc) and the same courage is require to let go of love.  You have two choices:  Continue as you are and live like a zombie or an empty shell of a man or the other choice, let go so you can live, come from the land of the dead to the land of the living.  Not even I or anyone can make this choice for you.  It must come from your own will.  Good luck and wish you the best!

[cwjmemdub]

The journey to love takes courage (face rejections, vulnerability, pain/heartache, heartbreaks, etc) and the same courage is require to let go of love.  You have two choices:  Continue as you are and live like a zombie or an empty shell of a man or the other choice, let go so you can live, come from the land of the dead to the land of the living.  Not even I or anyone can make this choice for you.  It must come from your own will.  Good luck and wish you the best!

Would you be the light at the other end of the tunnel for me?  So, that I can muster all my strength and hope to crawl toward the land of the living.   

[lilly]