been busy prepping for P-ACT testing for my kids. Finally finished today, though some ppl didn't wake up this morning so they missed it. That just means they'll have to make it up-on their own time.
I'm proud of myself...I've been making it a point to hit the gym. I can't go everyday bc of my hetic schedule...I'm lucky if I get to go twice a week. Now that tutoring will be starting soon...I really need to find time to "do me".
He's still not "out of the woods" as of yet. I'm still the nice girl...but still avoiding it when possible as well. I just don't understand...h
ow someone can be so sure of something after a mere few weeks? Don't you want to get to know ppl first rather than just jump right in? It may just be my personality and it may just be the fact that I've been jaded and am VERY cautious--OK, sometimes too cautious for my own good. BUT I do follow my intuition often...and thus far, it's telling me nothing. You know what I mean? I mean, when you like someone-despite whether you've met in person or not--you click, your personalities click, right? You get that tingling feeling inside...the butterflies and your excited, nervous....u know like ur a lil school girl again. I DON'T feel that way. Most of the time....I'm
or
The other night he STILL was asking me y we weren't an "item". He even asked me....""don't u want me as ur bf?" as if
he was the sh|t and I was passing up a great opportunity or something...li
ke he was giving me this once chance to be with him. WTF?
Again, I'm single but not desperate. I simply explained that I dunno him well enough...but it wasn't good enough of an answer for him. Yes, he makes valid points...."...we can still date and get to know each other...nothin
g wrong with that"...."I'm single, you're single...I"m lonely....you're lonely.."
Hold up! Hey, mister I'm single...yes, but lonely-speak for yourself. I never said I was
lonely.
We
know who's lonely!
So I then ask him this: "OK, so you say you want to be my bf. what is it that you see that makes you feel that way? what is it about me...makes it certain as you are that we should be exclusive?"
His answer: "bc y not? I'm already talking to you. you're not dating anyone else....and like I said, we're both single." really? u text and call me everyday and that's ur reasoning?
LAME! Yes, way, to sweep me off my feet....sorry, no-u do not pass go, u do not collect $200 and you most definitely am not getting some! U might as well just go to jail.
Errr....I was like, "OK, but if you're just looking to fill up a space of being single....y bother w/ me? Yes, I'm single too...but if I wanted to just not be single I can simply do that here...no need to be calling strangers from 4-5 states over." He must have felt silly/stupid....whatever..cause he then made the excuse that he had to go and would call me back.
I just
and hung up. However, he did call back....at like 3AM! No thanks mister....I've better things to do like....zzZZzZ
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