luvly....is she really?

[luvlylisa]

driving in this rain......



...for work that is.  meeting my kids.  it's going to be a long day--I know it!

[luvlylisa]

i was sick yesterday...ru nning n n out of the bathroom all morning n then stuck w a stuffy nose.

today i had an itchy throat...was coughin most of the day.

now i'm still coughin (it's still itchy like a mofo!) but a massive migraine n now i've got the chills. wtf?! don't tell me i'm coming down w a minor fever! not cool mang!!! not what i need right now!!!

[luvlylisa]

tomorrow is the big day.  all things will come to an end.  i just hope ppl remain calm n collective n no 1 does anything stupid (including myself).

i'll finally be able to breathe and not look back....ever.




...on another note...memoria l weekend this weekend and i've no plans.  most likely we'll grill and just chillax.....bu t a friend or two are wanting to head up to mn for a day--i might tag along...who knows.

maybe i'll just stay home and clean.  eh, does it really matter? 

[luvlylisa]

this is a lot harder than i thought it'd b.

[luvlylisa]

it's done....it's officially over.

how do i feel? a bit numb...n honestly, i dunno how or what 2 feel right now.

[Peachy Fish]

it's done....it's officially over.

how do i feel? a bit numb...n honestly, i dunno how or what 2 feel right now.

Aw. Hope you feel better soon.

[luvlylisa]

Aw. Hope you feel better soon.

i dunno if I'll ever feel better bout this.

but i guess....w time things will be OK.

life goes on, right?

[Peachy Fish]

i dunno if I'll ever feel better bout this.

but i guess....w time things will be OK.

life goes on, right?

Yes, the wonderful thing is that we get to decide whether we want our lives to go on or not. Stay strong.

[luvlylisa]

Yes, the wonderful thing is that we get to decide whether we want our lives to go on or not. Stay strong.

true....just when I thought the toughest part was over...it's one thing to accept reality...but to live in it is another. 

just something one needs to get "used" to I guess. 

thanks though.

[luvlylisa]

...it was sad when i put my arm around her as we walked to the car and asked her if she was OK.  I almost broke into tears when I saw the sadness on her face.  she was trying very hard not to cry but she couldn't hold it all in.  tears streamed down her face as she told me that she wasn't ok but she knew it was for the best and only wanted to give us the best that she could.  my heart ached and i wanted to tell her that things would be ok but i knew that i'd start my own waterfall of tears if i opened my mouth.  so in silence i let her share what was on her mind, in her heart...and stayed focused on the road--or tried to at the very least. 

no one ever visions this for their family....but in the end i know it's for the best and for our sanity as well.

[luvlylisa]

urgh! i'm still sick....this cold won't go away 4 the life of me! blah!

[luvlylisa]

i'm so tired...fallin asleep as we speak! for 1 i'm gonna sleep early 2night!

[luvlylisa]

this cough needs to go away!


he's had it...I don't blame him....but sometimes I wish he wasn't so stubborn, then again I wish the same for her too.  they don't make things easier for me....but gosh, in times like these we shouldn't be fighting and pushing each other away.  but w all this crap going on--every1 "deals" w things differently, hopefully it'll all just "settle" and we won't have to worry about all the "little things".

[luvlylisa]

yay!!! Got my new bike!!! I've yet to ride it really....stil l need to make a few adjustments--I'll get to it this weekend or today! 

[luvlylisa]

alright....hea ded home--sort of...well, out of the office at least for the day!  it's going to be a good weekend...n if I'm lucky i can squeeze in some fishing time!  yay!

i've still a few things to do for work...but i'm ready to start this weekend! 

gotta relax before my real summer starts....whic h will be jammed packed with nothing but lesson plans, teenage drama, and meetings!