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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #645 on: March 25, 2013, 11:30:13 AM »
it is more difficult for me to be luved than to luv.  as much as I try...it's weird and awkward.  though many want to be taken care of.....i find it rather disappointing that no one wants me to take care of them.  :(  *deep sigh* oh well, what can u do. 

yes, the reason y i'm single.  no, the reason y i'm single. yep, the reason.



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« Reply #646 on: March 25, 2013, 11:33:22 AM »
What was the reason?  ;D :D :P



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« Reply #647 on: March 25, 2013, 11:54:18 AM »
What was the reason?  ;D :D :P
that's the reason....whic h is the reason of the reason.

got it now?   8)

How r u doing pl?  so ur still here eh?  LOL

Hope ur monday is going well.  it's been slow today but i've at least been somewhat productive.



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« Reply #648 on: March 25, 2013, 12:48:51 PM »
I see I see  :)
 
I know right, thought I would have taken my leave and be sitting next to the Mekong by now lol :P



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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #649 on: March 25, 2013, 01:26:00 PM »
I see I see  :)
 
I know right, thought I would have taken my leave and be sitting next to the Mekong by now lol :P
lol....yeah i'd like to be away sitting on the beach somewhere too.  but i'll have to make best of this office instead.



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« Reply #650 on: March 25, 2013, 01:39:46 PM »
That's the same boat am in  ;D  sadly we got years to go  :)
 
It's better than being homeless  :)



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« Reply #651 on: March 25, 2013, 01:41:51 PM »
That's the same boat am in  ;D  sadly we got years to go  :)
 
It's better than being homeless  :)
;D ;D ;D true.  very true.




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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #652 on: March 25, 2013, 10:04:44 PM »
i dunno....u can never be satisfied nor content these past few days.  for some reason, i'm been feeling like a dark cloud.



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« Reply #653 on: March 26, 2013, 05:54:28 AM »
Chase away that rain and you'll see the sunshine  :)



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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #654 on: March 26, 2013, 11:06:19 AM »
i honestly care about u n ♥ u but being around u is 2 toxic 4 me. i only feel the pain n my ♥ n no matter how hard i try 2 smile and say something nice my lips curl and i only tremble knowing that a storm may cast over me. as much as i wish 4 this 2 b a great thing...maybe it's better 2 keep this distance btwn us. 4 both r sanity n 4 my ♥ 2 heal or @ least so my ♥ is no longer heavy.  :'(



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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #655 on: March 26, 2013, 11:07:11 AM »
Chase away that rain and you'll see the sunshine  :)
well....some rain will never go away....as we all know...we need the rain in order to not only see rainbows but in order for things to grow.



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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #656 on: March 28, 2013, 02:59:44 PM »
nice weather today....let's hope all this snow is gone by the weekend.



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« Reply #657 on: March 29, 2013, 01:25:01 PM »
Yay, another sunny day today.  perhaps I'll go for a nice walk today.  I at least got some vit d yesterday and ate lunch outside..it was still a bit chilly but tolerable.

no plans this weekend...just gonna hit the gym--that's it.  need to.



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« Reply #658 on: March 30, 2013, 12:33:00 PM »
damn it was weird last night.  in the middle of baking my bread and got a call.  took it and didn't know what to think.  one of my kids' mom calls me--here, I'm think she wanted to talk or had questions about tutoring or her child and then she's like..."r u home?  let's go out.  I'm coming over to pick u up!"  ??? :o She didn't even give me a chance to say no--or yes even.  I was not really wanting to go but she was coming regardless.  WTF, i can't party with my kids' mom. 

Thing is her younger sister and I were good friends in college and we were always going out.  She at the time was always pregnant and had her kids (she was married young) so we know each other--but we never hung out or anything.  OK, I take that back--we don't know each other--as I really don't know her personally other than she's my friends' older sister.  Odd thing is, I'm not really close to her sister anymore.  So it's already awkward and then being that I'm her daughters' advisor is even more awkward.  I understand with her failing marriage and whatnot she wants some "me" time and has never experienced life w/o her "mom" title.  But this just isn't right...and not professional--even if we know each other on a personal (sort of) level.

Luckily, she couldn't find her ID so we just had a drink or two at my house and left.  Unfortunately, she said she'd try to find it today so we can go.   :-\  I don't want to be mean--but I just might not pick up my phone.  I hope she doesn't just show up at my house.  Oh...running away from grown adult mom who wants to party her youth out. No thanks.



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Re: luvly....is she really?
« Reply #659 on: April 05, 2013, 11:18:47 AM »
yay!  heading out early today!  yes!!!!  O0 O0 O0



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