luvly....is she really?

[luvlylisa]

yes, more snow in the midwest...can u believe it?  Luckily, we don't have any here--let's hope it stays that way too. 

[luvlylisa]

yep it indeed is spring now--or at least it's starting to feel like it.  i wore a springy dress to work today-just bc.

can't wait for the week to be over with so i can head out fri night to mn.  y?  it's my bff's dad's funeral and the whole gang is going to show our support.  it's an awesome feeling when you know you have great ppl around u.  I know i'm surely blessed in life with wonderful friends!

however, i hope there's not going to be some weird tension or awkwardness considering how things may or could be in my non-existent luv life.  i'm riding with 1 on the way there and it's the only time we get to be alone...so i might make use of that alone time and really talk about thins we've been dancing around (or I might just leave it...I dunno).  but knowing that someone else may be looking to spend time with me...is a little..uhmm.. ..different, would be the right word.  I'm not one to lead ppl on...but i feel i must get over this hurdle first before i invest any real time or effort in something else.  then again....for me, i'm taking things REALLY slow and i'm in no rush for anything from anyone.  Let me figure this out first and figure out what i want or can handle right now.  if this other dude is willing to wait and see it through then kudos to him...but i can't promise anything right now--hope he understands.

[luvlylisa]

Can't sleep tonight 

[luvlylisa]

SAD...yeah I'm sad.

Seasonal Affective Disorder....th at sounds about right.

[luvlylisa]

yes, it felt so good to finally tell him.

no regrets and i'm glad we can be adults about it. thank goodness!

i think it brought us even closer--not exactly how i wanted it but u can't push anything on anyone.  spent the whole weekend together (well, amongst others as well) but it was good to know that we r at a place where it's not awkward and we can be rselves w/o the other thinking something or expecting not to expect anything--again, the awkward stage.  sadly, the fact that he's so cool about it makes me like him even more.  i know...but u can't fight what u feel.  at least now i know i don't have to hide. it is what it is....whatever it is...i'm simply grateful u gave me the time to speak and u didn't laugh at me.....only with me. thank u!

[luvlylisa]

It's such a nice as day out! dayem...and I'm sitting here in my cave. 

[luvlylisa]

^2nd that today!!!!


On a side note...in order for a relationship to work or go anywhere one has to be willing to participate and put in effort.  Where do you expect things to go if you're not willing to do anything?  What's the point in initiating anything if ur just going to sit there and do nothing...almo st ignoring what it is that u asked for.  Y bother asking if u r going to play like u don't know me?  stupid kids.   

[luvlylisa]

I normally don't really like surprises...bu t what I thought was a creeper phone call turned out to be a great surprise. LOL He found my contact info and called me at work...explain ing that it had been a while but will be in the area in June and wants to hang out.

We're buddies and we love talking about everything as well as watch ppl squirm for stupid reasons. It'll be nice to finally hang out and just laugh about life. Can't wait!

[BuckFuddies2]

Hey nerd.  How's life?  Wait..... I can just read it here.   

[luvlylisa]

Hey nerd.  How's life?  Wait..... I can just read it here.   

hi bf....yes, u can find out what u want here.

dork!

[luvlylisa]

so sad.....it's heartbreaking when u hear n c how heartbroken someone is....n knowing that u can't do anything to heal their pain. 

[luvlylisa]

yeeaaahhhh baby!!!!!!! 

4 day weekend here I come!!!! 

 

[proudlao]

Have fun and be safe Lisa. 

[luvlylisa]

Have fun and be safe Lisa. 

thanks pl....n likewise to u!

[luvlylisa]

Gloomy n rainy all weekend--so much for a nice holiday break.

Eh regardless we still grilled n did r usual. Fun n relaxing yes indeed that was my weekend. But it always seems we need a vacation from a vacation. LOL y is that?