There's a heart crying in the middle of the night,
begging to live and begging to be in love,
she is fighting to love someone,
fighting to keep him,
crying every night,
her heart is in pain,
she breathes heavily,
she pants and she struggles for air,
she tries to remember who she loves,
her heart beats faster and faster, faster than a race car,
slowly, her heart returns to normal,
and her memory is erased, she remembers nothing,
and she starts her fight all over again to remember her lover,
she cries again, and again,
the tears and the memory of her sweet love,
she can remember yesterday what she ate,
but she only remembers her lovers words utterly filling her empty heart,
once again she stops what she is thinking and remembers her doctors call last week,
*your heart has a disease, if you do not operate, you only have 1-2 years to live*
she tries so hard not to tell her lover, but she feels she will be alone forever, if and when she leaves him its forever,
now she has but little time left untill her operation, and with that she has a weakened heart, she may die within the operation,
her memory of her lover, her memory of her finding love at the last moment before dying, or not knowing if she will be able to come back,
Is she dying to love, or simply does she want to love before dying.
will this love of hers blossom again or will it torment her lover forever.......
only i can tell.
