I have never been so overworked and unhappy about a job I had until now. Everyday I come home exhausted and mentally drained wondering to myself if I should just not show up to work anymore.
Before I made the decision to take this job a year ago, I thought maybe it would lead me into the direction I wanted to go. However, with every headache and negative energy I draw from my clients, encounters and experiences at work, it changes my perspective and discourages me from wanting to help people now.
Why waste my time trying to help those who don't even want to help themselves anymore? It's so tiring having to always remain positive and think people are going to change to better themselves. It's this cycle they will probably never break from and I don't want to be that link that keeps supporting their bad habits. It's so sad to admit it but I'm slowly giving up....I'm not even going to try and fool myself with false hope anymore. Sick of it all.
No more above and beyond effort towards work....I'm aiming for C+ now.