Wonder why she did it.....for what? Attention ?
I am not a psychiatrist..
. but look at her situation.
1. She's only 31 and has teenage kids... this means she got married at a really really young age. Meet her husband or worst off, given to her husband.
2. Her job, day in and day out is to sell flowers. Day after day after day.
She has mature now... becoming self aware. Aware of her needs, aware her wants, and even aware her desires. Maybe she is not getting the support or understanding she needed from home. Or perhaps she could not bring herself to let anyone else know. But make no mistake about it...
She's looking at her life and is saying, is this all there is? Is that all I am going to do, see, and have? Is this my life?
For some people, self realization is very powerful and overwhelming and in her case, the pressure was way too much for her to cope with.
I don't condone what she did, but I can totally understand why she did it.