Of course you were, that’s the genuine you, though you don’t know that. Not only are you stingy, you’re a fraud. That’s the portrait you’ve painted of yourself here.
I wouldn’t be surprised if you’re just one of those meat choppers just taking advantage of a photo opportunity insinuating something else. Not that it’s difficult to kill a cow but maybe it is for you. Hence, excessive pictures of meat. You act like meat is so rare. Hello, even Laos has meat.