as of right now. i dont know about anything in my life. fun or not. life is consuming me in ways where i cant comprehend for better or for worse. i feel like im stuck in a rut. sputtering around precariously. sick head. blackened lungs. i dont feel empty. nor am i close to feeling complete. if i may and if i might. i shall see you all in San Fran. but until til.......hold on. hold onto yourself. cause this ones gonna hurt like HELL!
