On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

[Ajax616]

The joy of the moment cannot last nor can the suffering of the moment as well.  However, because we have a desire to exit the suffering, our desire makes the suffering longer.  Our desire to make the joyful moment last, makes it shorter.

[Ajax616]

Deep psychological problem....You are absolutely right.  The amazing girl that forgot she was amazing.

[Ajax616]

Thank you my uncle for confirming that the way is not in the sky, but the way is in the heart.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNnaxGFO18o


What a sorry song.  I know why she had to go, because my amazing is waiting to come into my life.

Good luck and take care of yourself.  Thank you very much for the fun, loving, crazy, and unique memories.  Your joy and happiness will always be in my thoughts.

[Ajax616]

I enjoy misunderstood people testing my emotions to the max because it means that I will get stronger.‏

Thank you.

[Ajax616]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTsb-woP3jI&index=9&list=PL59CD0CF2AD5EDD60

Avoid all conceited, hotty, proud and arrogant minds, and remain peaceful and subdued.

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I need to learn from failures..lear n from my foes.‏

In some case, it failed because it needed to fail.

In some case, it failed, because the failure is mine to learn from.

In some case, it failed, because it is both.

[Ajax616]

Because I won my wife by unfair tactics. I nearly lost my wife to someone who will say anything to be cool as well.  I am very cool, but I keep losing to deceivers, I must add a different level to my game.

I lost two addition relationship by trying to be fair.  I should have lost them anyway, but I lost them to someone who will pretend to do anything for that relationship. I need to realize that I need to imply that I will do anything for that relationship by making them feel really special that they will never leave.

Do not bicker reason and logic about what is right and wrong….it will simply fall on deaf ears.  “Just learn to play the game” and make them feel really special.  I lost to someone who will make them cry, but they would rather have that than honesty.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qcia2VhGsY

My embarrassing moment.

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Thank you for coming into my life and challenging me to be a better man.

[Ajax616]

I am not expectations oriented, but process oriented….because it is a good process that will eventually produce positive results.

[Ajax616]

I look better than I did 12 years ago....of course with a little less hair of course.‏

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One day my very smart and clever girl came to me and said dad I just want to tell you that I am failing algebra.  I said, "I am glad that you told me, and that is very important to me.  I don't care if are failing all six classes.  I care about you and thank you for telling.  Now what can we do about it."

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The joy of the moment cannot last...the suffering of the moment cannot last either.  Our wanting joy to last, makes it shorten.  Our wanting suffering to end makes it last so long.  Our desire clouds everything.

[Ajax616]

Thank you my master.  It's too close to home but I will detach and no longer make my contribution there anymore.