After 15 years of losing the love of my life to another man due to Hmong culture. We finally found each other again, but everything around us has changed; I have a family of my own, and she has someone new who she's planning to get married. We've talked about getting back together and so forth, so two weeks ago, I decided to take sometime to think about it. I went into the wood, it's a place where I always go when I need guidance.
When I got there, just got out of my car, and started my walk, there's a bald eagle (it's very rare in my state to see such) staring straight at me, without any movement. I continued near the eagle and it flew away. As I went through the trial and make my way to the lake, there's a white crane, same posture, staring at me. I looked at it for a few minutes, but it didnt fly away, so I continue my path. I continue to the middle of the wood and meditate for 2 hours, the return home.
The next day, there's a white hawk hovering around my house, and landed on the roof of my garage ( Never have I've seen a white hawk before). This hawk kept on staring at me and it wont fly away, so I just mind my own business, when I returned about 30 minutes later, it's gone, but still hovering around my houses.
What does this mean?