argh.

[bootee]

so incase ger didn't tell u...we are all bbqin on the 29 of this month at some lake... donna took that day off too.... bbq for ger loosing the bet at super bowl and me loosin my bet..... we decided to make it a combo bbq...since it will be cheaper for her and i....

Mike!!! I'm gonna be in Florida!!! That's not fair!!!! lol
I think I deserve the bbq too!! Of all the trouble you've caused me!! ahahaha

jk. if you guys don't change the date then I can't be there. Oh! And when I
come back ..I better see a new door. And it better be screwed in too. lol

[bootee]

I am like cramping everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. The workout is gonna be torture. lol

[Fattazz]

u did not go!!

[bootee]

[bootee]

I am stressing like a mofo.
Do you think I'd do better if I retire from the scene to get everything straighten out first? I feel like 18 all over again, when I max'd out my first credit card. LOL!! Its like ..I pay one bill off and then another one appears. This is crazy!!! I can't be living like this. I need to change my ways. I don't know what life means anymore ...If it means to pay off bills
I don't want to live. lol.

no Blank & Jones this weekend.

[Fattazz]

lol...u went tho.....im thinking about slowing down alot more than i have.....maybe u should think about it

[Fattazz]

t was quite a trip.........i m soo tired now tho......how u feel?

[bootee]

well, hello friend.

Its been quite a while since I've visited you. So many things has happened. So I left to Miami on March 26th and I came back on April 1st. When I came back I had recieved a letter from the Sacramento Courts along with my check for the fix it ticket. Apparently, I had sent it too late so they wouldn't accept it and gave me a penalty charge of $310. lol. I'm fighting it so hopefully it drops down. #1 reason why I'm not buying my Armin or Pop ticket yet ..My court date is on April 21st. Wish me luck.

Miami was the coolest thing I've done so far this year. I couldn't have done it w/o the help of my friend. And I enjoyed every minute of it. Except for the Sunday where my body crashed and I slept all day. lol. Ultra was awesome!! It was similiar to EDC but I liked it more because of the bomb ass lineup. I'm hoping to join my cousin, Christine and Jean next year so my Miami '09 fund starts now. lol.

Ever since Miami I've been getting these weird ass dreams. I mean, I met Armin and that is like the coolest thing ever!! For me that is ...ahaha!! Well, last night I dreamt that we were in Miami with some friends and it was Day 1 of Ultra. well, I wanted to go and nobody wanted to go with me. I was trying to convince them to go but they wouldn't. So I got mad and I took a taxi to Ultra and I got to catch Above & Beyond and Tiesto. Isn't that crazy?? Above & Beyond wasn't even there!!! ahahahahaha!!

man, I need to get over it. I swear I be trippin' and shit. lol

anywho, I did my taxes last Friday. I didn't get anything but atleast I paid off some debts.

sigh. what a slow day it is today. 

[bootee]

I can be a .....

Sometimes its just best not to listen. I mean, I don't mind but when they take it to another level ...I'll start to careless and it wouldn't matter to me anymore. I can be a good friend ..when I want to. I can't push myself to see where or what everybody feels/wants/needs.
I don't like people pushing my buttons. Making me feel sorry for them and stuff. One day I'll really show you I don't want to hear from you or know what ...is making you feel the way you do. If you have a problem, share it with me but don't make me feel like I should be the one to make everything okay. Everybody has problems. Heck, I have problems!! Some people don't know how to think deep into their problems to find that its ..NOTHING!! there's nothing to worry about or be upset at. If you can't seem to find better things to worry about then ...dude, I'm not the person you should be talking to.

I need a beer. You guys are stupid.

[BIGBALLA]

thanks!

[bootee]

I can be an emotional wreck. But I'm never serious.

[BIGBALLA]

tee and emotional wreck.....i really cant believe that

[bootee]

hey, i just don't let alot of people bring me down. and most of the time you guys let that happen to you.
me? its usually about life itself. and sometimes those kind of stuff do bring me down. i just dont' show it.

[BIGBALLA]

i only expressed it to u!! LOL

[bootee]

yeah, but you let the whole freak'n world bring you down. lol. there's alot of you guys that do this too.
and it really bugs me sometimes because you guys don't see the most important things in life. and when
i hear you people complain about the smallest things ever!! it just makes me sick. mad. lol