Days have turned into months as I vacillate on what to do about you, but recently you and those around you have clarified my ambivalent thoughts. It used to be that some nights I would go to sleep hating you but then I would be loving you in the morning, and sometimes my feelings would be transposed as I would love you at night but hate you first thing in the morning. These feelings of contradiction had once upon a time convinced me that I would never be with someone like you, but it is recently that I have changed my mind. I cannot believe my old intransigent self could have ever felt that way. I will be with you soon my Sony PlayStation 4.