He blew up my phone..
“I’ll meet you there at the restaurant” I texted him
“Why? Come by my house and we’ll take Uber”
“Nah...”
“Nah? Look I’ll see you at the house I’m not sure where we’ll go eat at”
“For reals? You don’t know? You always know...”
At the house
“We’re not drinking...I want to be able to drive home after we eat”
“What’s wrong with you”
“Nothing... we’ll talk about it later”
After dinner we found ourself at his front porch.
“I won’t see you for a long time...”
“What do you mean? What if I die, you will never know.,”
“Duck stop throwing that shit at me... let’s not see each other for a while”
“No...”
“ I don’t want to see you anymore, I’m done. Go live your life. We’ll be friends, I’ll see you again, just not now”
“ ducken your crazy this is not the end. I planned a vacation for us in June, you can’t end this. Your going with me.,..”
“Go by your damn self”
“ oh my gosh rebel, we’re not ending this, call me... no, I’m going to call you”
“No, oh my gosh you, I’ll see you in a few months! I can’t do this crazy shit with you any more! I needa time out, a break”
“What do you want? You want to get married? You want kids, I’ll give them to you! I’ll give you what you want”
“ I don’t want nothing, I’m just done”
He ran after me to the car
“I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE, IM DONE.” I turned back and screamed at him
“Nah, you drive home and I’m gonna call you later, when your calm down and can think rationally”
“Call and see if I pick up, I’m done” before I shut my door
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I keep preparing on what I would say to him. I was just going to tell him I was going to be busy and won’t see him for a couple months. I wanted to keep things simple. But oh well...