argh.

[bootee]

damn crazy woman!!!! i'll be KO!!! ahaha

I had so much fun Lilly!!! I'm gonna do this again when I'm up there. LOL!!!

[bootee]

G&D @ Ruby Skye
sharing just some ...

[bootee]

[bootee]

i love Ruby!! there's a Jack In the Box across the street. ahaha

[bootee]

Omfg!!! Took me 2 freak'n hours to order 2 inhalers!!
what kind of shiat is "we now accept only VISA cards?" lol

uh yea. i quit smoking. well, okay ...i need too!
first step: DON'T BUY ANY
second step: cut down hanging out with people who do
third: maybe i'll only smoke when i drink? lol!!

blah. i don't drink that much now and days so maybe that'll work.
stress? maybe i'll keep a pack just to calm myself down when its kicking.

uh, yea. i hope i stick to this plan. LOL

[bootee]

so my Frankenstein has a brain and a heart now. lol

my brother just dropped the engine in yesterday and everything's plugged in.
i need a new distributor but that shouldn't be a problem. maybe another week?
Frankenstein's body is messed up!! aha ....maybe after Mn and Nc I'll take it to
have it repaired and painted. yeah. if it looks okay afterwards i might keep it but
if i still feel the same way about it after its painted i'm gonna sell the thing. yeah.
i've spent way too much money on that thing. lol

[(gigolow)]

somebody got Maddddddddddd E-grin! LOL 

[bootee]

somebody got Maddddddddddd E-grin! LOL 

I know you're not referring to me. So it must be Christine but she didn't roll.
actually, she quit rolling. that little chicka drinks nothing but hard liquor now.
and then Mike? well, he didn't roll either. he only dranked and that nigga dranked
while i was driving to sf.

[bootee]

um, last night was interesting.

sometimes it confuses me but i've learned to accept the things as they come.
if i told others the story some of them would say i'm wasting my time. or ask
why i put up with it.
honestly, i don't know why it would waste my time when all i am doing is being
a friend? or maybe they don't see that. and why would i put up with what?
i've put my feelings aside and be as i am. some people don't care enough to
know about how i feel. and when they ask i feel they don't have the right to know
if they can do the things they do to me.
i'm the same person. some just don't see it ...i just try to change as i go.

[bootee]

ugh! no more drinking before bedtime.
i've got me a huge headache and i feel like barfing.

[bootee]

Okay, I really need to pull myself together.
I got like hella shiat I need to straighten out but I keep ignoring them
and following what I shouldn't be doing. ...
Take smoking for an example. I was doing sooooooooooo good yesterday
but gigi came home and she made me get out of bed to smoke with her. lol
she literally jumped on my bed!! yea, I need to get a lock for my door. ahaha
Besides the smoking thing ...I'm in so much more deep doo-doo.

[bootee]

oh, and another note ...


I've been sleeping in my bed for the past 2 weeks.
I have conquered my fear. LOL!!!!

[bootee]

going home to get a new phone. ugh!

[LeLaaay]

oh, and another note ...


I've been sleeping in my bed for the past 2 weeks.
I have conquered my fear. LOL!!!!

good job!!!! i'm proud of you. 

[swt_passion]

it's a no go tee. 

i couldn't get those days off at work. you all have a great time!!