Finally.
For the first time in 3 months I finally slept on my bed.
And omg, it was sooooooooo comfy. My back didn't hurt as much when I woke up this morning. No more futon. I took that thing apart last Thursday and got rid of it. I don't know why I dont' sleep on my bed. haha!! But I need to start ...with my back going crazy sometimes. Its nice to sleep on something soft. I haven't packed yet but I should. I looked around the apt and I have a lot of little things sitting around that shouldn't even be there. I'm getting lazy. I sent a few boxes down to Merced. No big deal. I'm going to go through a box full of clothes today ...And maybe drop a few stuff in the donation drop box down the street. I don't need to keep it around if I know I'm not gonna wear it.
I think I'll go home this weekend and then stay in town next weekend after I go see Andy Moor at Social. I know I said no more shows but who says no to Andy Moor when its only $5?!
I'm a hypocrite. Who isn't? hahaha!! Shit happens. I am doing better. I just need to let all those anger out. I think the less I go home the less angry I'll be. That's where it all comes from. Home. Sad to say but its true.
And I still can't stay away. lol!! Fukk.
Anyways!! Its raining. Looks like the sun is gonna come out but its hiding. Here goes another boring day at work.
