Wow! I seriously do not pay enough attention.
I get so pumped up about upcoming things and events that it just kinda flows and when I actually look through it ...I'm a downer. LOL!! But I know I will pick myself back up and be good again. I always do.
Dear Journal,
I will not start counting days again but I have not smoked in 2 days.
All this "no sleep" action is um ...fukk, it hurts man! Lol!! I get the laziness out of me, the headaches, and then the "i don't wanna eat" feeling ...and more! I know I can drink just as fast as Chick. I know I can!! LOL!! But it has slowed me down ...
How long will I let this continue? I don't know. But I keep telling myself that I will be ok. If not today, maybe in a month? Lol. This weekend I will sleep in!
I am going to download a lot of movies, get comfy in my pjs, and just relax watching them. I will not do or go anywhere! I promise. So I hope Tevin doesn't decide to do his get-together this wknd. Lol!!