Allright, now that I'm on a computer..
Years and years of being attacked...
Yes it is still scary everytime....
But you know what? When you "wake up" during the attack, you're actually still asleep. After a while you start being aware of the whole situation.
Yes, it looks just like your room...everyth ing is there and it makes you believe that you are actually awake but you're not...
Many of times in my later years now, during the attack's I'm aware that I'm not awake, even though I look around and can't move etc etc.. You're actually not awake.
So I'm not sure how it actually all works.. sometimes even you think your eyes are wide open.. and maybe they are, but I guess it is possible to recieve signals into your eyes still being asleep with your eyes awake and your brain is just trying to make sense of it all.
Who knows..
But from my experiences, like I said, even though you feel like you're awake and everything looks exactly like in your room, you're actually still asleep "dreaming" it.
Maybe i'm wrong and I'm sure Ill be wrong but like I said, there have been a lot of times later in my years that I'm aware that it's just a dream.
And it's still scary, and yes I still "fight" it...
Thats why I said the other day I was suplexing and doing wrestling moves on whaterver was happening to me.
Just ended up taking control of my dream and yeah doing all of that.
If you wanna talk about it! You know what to do! Hook me up with a hottie and we'll talk!