argh.

[bootee]

Nic Chagall.
I actually got to talk to him for a whole 5 minutes before they went on. lol
but when I asked the both of them to sign my records Bosse asked me "so, which one do you like better?"
and I said "Body of Conflict" of course. lol ..

[bootee]

for pictures.
http://www.myspace.com/bluelotusphotos

[BIGBALLA]

Nic Chagall.
I actually got to talk to him for a whole 5 minutes before they went on. lol
but when I asked the both of them to sign my records Bosse asked me "so, which one do you like better?"
and I said "Body of Conflict" of course. lol ..

maybe he was asking u which one of them!!

[(gigolow)]

woulda been nice if you had "What you need"

[bootee]

it was cool to be sober and talking to them.
Sean Tyas was a cool ass guy also. Now that guy can talk. lolz

[bootee]

I know we're not young anymore but I still live life the way I want it.

All my friends are gone. Gone where? In their own little worlds? I don't know. I just know that I don't have a partner in crime anymore. Well, I never did but damn ..Its going to be hard for me. lol. Okay, I really don't care if I have them or not but its sad sometimes.
I think I'm the only one who's gone the farthest to the limit in the sky. Maybe, I think.  Most of my friends set themselves up in this little circle where they can't cross and when I do cross it ..I just usually end up doing it alone. Yea, why can't I have a down ass nigga by my side at all times?? lol. Okay, I don't want to change. I think I've always been the same. I don't think I should change because everybody is changing. I'm going to keep on doing what I've been doing. Maybe I'll die alone. I don't care. I just know that everything is ok. Maybe it could be better but I'm content with how things are. It'd be nice to have friends of the same interests. Maybe I'm too into .. Um! No. It can't be. I'm not crazy. I know when I can and can't.

Next year will be another year. Another year. Um.
I won't set out any resolutions. I always break it after the first month. I know this is where I stand. If I really mean it I know I'm capable of following thru. But for now ..Don't ask me to stop. Don't question me. Just let me do it.

[BIGBALLA]

just do it baby!

[superchick]

I know we're not young anymore but I still live life the way I want it.   Young or not, there's nothing wrong with living the way YOU want.  That's what makes everyone unique.

All my friends are gone. Gone where? In their own little worlds? I don't know. I just know that I don't have a partner in crime anymore. Well, I never did but damn ..Its going to be hard for me. lol. Okay, I really don't care if I have them or not but its sad sometimes. I guess in time, we all end up on different schedules.  Who doesn't?  We do what we gotta do to survive in this crazy world.  As much as some of us want to do this and that, it just doesn't allow.  Sad that we aren't together stealing the night away, but that doesn't mean I don't think of you.
I think I'm the only one who's gone the farthest to the limit in the sky. Maybe, I think.  Most of my friends set themselves up in this little circle where they can't cross and when I do cross it ..I just usually end up doing it alone. Yea, why can't I have a down ass nigga by my side at all times?? lol. Okay, I don't want to change. I think I've always been the same. I don't think I should change because everybody is changing. I'm going to keep on doing what I've been doing. Maybe I'll die alone. I don't care. I just know that everything is ok. Maybe it could be better but I'm content with how things are. It'd be nice to have friends of the same interests. Maybe I'm too into .. Um! No. It can't be. I'm not crazy. I know when I can and can't.
You don't HAVE to change for anyone or anything.  But think back when we first met.  bootee now certainly isn't bootee then.  And it's not a bad thing.  You are who you are.     I still love you.  We just have different goals.. different places we want to be.. but don't think I don't appreciate all you have done for/with me.  Cheer up gal, life isn't so bad.  You just think too much lol  I always tell myself it could be worst.  And don't worry, most of us will die alone. 

Next year will be another year. Another year. Um.
I won't set out any resolutions. I always break it after the first month. I know this is where I stand. If I really mean it I know I'm capable of following thru. But for now ..Don't ask me to stop. Don't question me. Just let me do it.

Another year, another chapter... write it the way you want it and make it history 

[bootee]

...





Pretend.

[bootee]

damn I'm hungry. 


I guess its gonna be me at home this weekend. So I'm gonna cook. Yea ..Ribs. Yum!!
Work tomorrow. Boooooo!!  Overtime. Yay!!

[bootee]

Its a sad ..sad world.

[bootee]

Snoopy is such a great dog. 

I love that show. When I was in 3rd-5th grade in Chenoweth Elementary School our school mascott was Snoopy!! lolz. When we had meets in the assembly room ..Snoopy would come out and sing. ahh. memories.

[bootee]

I've been searching and I guess I can settle for a '98 Accord. 
It cannot be lowered or have any type of racing modifications on it. LOL!!

I don't want a new new car. I just want something reliable. and I've seen people with brand new cars go through car trouble like crazy. so old or new it can break down at any time.

[bootee]

I read somewhere that said .."You can never have too many friends"

B/S!! ahahaha

[bootee]

so I was gonna order this and it says "SOLD OUT." ..