I am torn between Mr. Pit and staying home. Lol
I really do wanna go.
Gotta make some sacrifices. I will bust a last minute if my gut tells me I must go! Lol ...After EDC I will be good for the summer. I promise!! I've got goals to sew up some holes. I must stay good after Las Vegas. I must. I will try my very best to stop searching for shows ...Lol!! I think that's one of my biggest flaws. I know I shouldn't go. But I keep digging up all these amazing shows to happen. argh! I am angry at myself too ...I don't know what I'm doing.
I will think about my birthday. Yes.
I will not go back to read about how my birthday went down last year.
Nobody remembered. And I was alone on the day of my birthday. Even my parents went out.
Lol.
Tomorrow night is MARKUS SCHULZ!!
I will be sending myself to Cloud 9 and hope that I drop in to the rabbit hole with top speed. I am going to enjoy the night.